Rosa

Wow.

Yeah, That sums it up.

Spent 'bout five hours trying to connect Dad's computer, and it finally worked.

I'm exhausted

Wonderful way to spend my Sunday night right?

Pfft. I know, I so need a life.

Lol. 

I'm going to study, since  I have a major Math exam. 

Wish me luck!


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Wow it's sort huh? Well nothing dramatic happened this week except for todaaaaayyyy.

Night!

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Well for starters I haven't signed on to my LJ account for a while. So today I said to myself what the heck, I'll put a post since it has been a while.

Anyways..I really don't know where to start. Heh, it has been so long  and to say all I would want it would actually take forever to let it out. Well I'll start off small.

The thing that I figured out about life is you can never and I mean never expect things to great because it flips just like a switch. Y'know? But the think is you're in control to flip the metaphorical switch or not no one else,although it matters how you are in control. What you're doing that is making sense in you're own world. 'Cause for me I have no clue where I'm going, or what the heck I'm doing.

I do things with out thinking, just like switching lights. If I want I can switch on and offf all day. I can be two different persons. One moment I'll be happy, cheerful ,yada,yada. Then bam! I go into the opposite mood; complaining, being bored, worrying, this that. My mind goes 'round and 'round and 'round. Like a rollercoaster. 

That happens only because I don't say ' I can change my life' or ' Hey you look brighten up and do what you have to do.' . It's not because I can't do that, I can I really can. It's just that I don't want to. Ask me why? I'll only tell you, I don't know. Truly I really don't know why I'm not doing it, I do give advicae to my friends all the time.  I just don't take my own advice. 

Well I can yammer on for a good long time. When I'll stop, Is somewherebetween now and never. X]

Other than my wack worries, and ect.

I've been good I guess. Well, things were intresting on Friday I went to my first appointment ever to a psychiatrist(sp?) uhh no I'm not crazy . Anyways, I went and it was my first time as I mentioned before. Things went okay, it creeped out at first there were kids even adults that were sick , and it's just a frightening sight to see. Knowing there are children in these kind of conditions.

So I met with her, very nice person. Got asked a couple of wacky questions but I guess that normal since she had to ask them. Most of them were no. Haha, It was questions Do you smoke , Do you drink, Have you thought of comiting suicide, have you thought of murdering someone, have you had any intercourse and all that. So if you know me, those are no. Nada, nope, nah. Anyways you can think of saying no that would be the answer. 

Then we talked, and talked and talked and talked. So she could get to know me a little bit more, she said I should take Prozac. To calm my anxiety, the thing is my mom doesn't really accept it and all. But I'm thinking now. Do I really need it? 'Cause lately my mood is very off, I'll snap easily just for these past two months or so. I can't control my voice when I speak to another person. So I'm goin' to research more on this so called pills and see what it is all about. 

So April 6 I'm going to see her again, and give her an answer either yes or no.  It's more on the line of a yes.

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Well the good news is I'm doing much better with my grades. So Wooo! Ha, Yeaaaa. I have a C in history I need to raise that up and I'll be good. I'm also thinking on taking a few dance courses at a dance class a few streets down from where I live, and I doooo love dancing. 

I do write stories, like I have pages of all different kind of short stories in my notebook. It gets me to relax, on a different side. 

So that's 'bout it. On everything that I gotta' say.  I'll try to go on here every week and update as much as possible. Oh! I forgot to mention something.  Bones! Aaaaah I just loveeeee that show and I mean love. 

Okay, That's it for now!

-R.

Merry christmas a bit late but hey...anyways christmas eve like at 12;00 wjich was christmas opened my gifts and i got socks,pants,shirts,scarf,glove..and A buffy Book! lol kinda obsessed yes yes i know lol anyways i went to sleep like 3 or 4 oclock was watching some shows on my dvd player and feel asleep on my portable dvd play lol i was really really tired..then woke up like 1:30 lol never gonna sleep that late lets hope hahaha yea right i know?;) Woke up went computer ate computer so you se the fun i had huh but...what can you do turn back time No!! lol but it was ok i wish i could've had more fun but nothing yo can do ..oh yea our phone is dead wonderful i know lol Bones all episodes re runs driving me insane lol o:) ...now i heard the show is gonna be starring on wenseday 9:00 :( i like it early and tuesdays llol David Boreanaz<33333
ok kinda obsesssed with him still anyways gotta go because nothing else to say or i'll keep blabbing about David Boreanaz lol
Bye!!!!:)
Filakia(Kisses)

Tomorrow!!!!YAY
-Dances- lol i'm awkward i know thats why you guys love me right hehe....i had lots and lots of homework...Ohh got buffy script books Yay season 2 im reading like crazy lolol...ooohhh we had a suprissed test/quiz on computers in computer class obvious guess what i got? ;) ...can you guess. iknow the answer because i got it but i wanna know do you know...ok i'll tell you i got an 86!!!Ok i'll write tommorrow or next week or nex month or next year or hey maybe never oh you know me i'll write one day..lol Gotta go before my dad kills me uh oh don't want that but i'll kill him first anyways good luck tomorrow don't ask me why i said that probally because im awkward lol ooh before i go on english when i write paragraphs my teacher says their awkward sentences i wonder why?! lolololol anyway love ya bye bye sweet dream and behave;) *do you get what i'm saying shhh don't read that lolol*!!! Kisses FILAKIA!!!!

Long time no writing here huh?lol so school school fun fun j/k lol you know me crazy crazy!!!Grades good bad horible good not bad huh excelent actualy i think i'm going to pass...aren't you guys gonna wish me luck -pouts- lololol Going to the appointment tomorrow it's going to be a blast Blah Blah Blah lol Oh Yea BONES!!!!<<<<<Tomorrow!!!!YAY -Dances- lol i'm awkward i know thats why you guys love me right hehe....i had lots and lots of homework...Ohh got buffy script books Yay season 2 im reading like crazy lolol...ooohhh we had a suprissed test/quiz on computers in computer class obvious guess what i got? ;) ...can you guess. iknow the answer because i got it but i wanna know do you know...ok i'll tell you i got an 86!!!Ok i'll write tommorrow or next week or nex month or next year or hey maybe never oh you know me i'll write one day..lol Gotta go before my dad kills me uh oh don't want that but i'll kill him first anyways good luck tomorrow don't ask me why i said that probally because im awkward lol ooh before i go on english when i write paragraphs my teacher says their awkward sentences i wonder why?! lolololol anyway love ya bye bye sweet dream and behave;) *do you get what i'm saying shhh don't read that lolol*!!! Kisses FILAKIA!!!!

Hey it's me at school we had a concert and its my 1st concert this girl named angel sang lol i think it was fun lol nothing realy is happening im tired:)lol bye

hi i went to the store today it was slow then margo came lol now im home realy nothing happened just felt writinglol,

Hey i went to school today amazing huh? lol after school i went to the store thats why i didnt call u ithink mom called u and told u.it wasn't that busy but then we called georgie to see how she is and if she could work with us but she cant because alex goes to kindergarten andrew is in 2nd grade wow! chuckies daughter is gonna worrk for us this old lady says she has 28 years experience yea right she sux! she messed up the orders and couldnt take all the customers i took customers by myself we need to so fire her and she wants 12$ an hour hah. i got 16 buck from the tips lol need 20 more to buy buffy season 7 :P hehh then i went to the car and i heard this sunday for vh1 velvet revolver is gonna play live on vh1 fall to pieces and im think just a week after she leaves she's missing a big thing right ivy? if u want me to video record it and send it to u i will i was cracking up laughing when i heard that on kiss 108 they played the song 2 times on kiss 108 isnt that weird never heard it be4. now im going to eat and then sleep guess who's bed i sleep in lol it's so comfy and huge;)
XoXO
roza

hey it's me lol so today i woke up and got a new screen name lol margo called me she wants me to go over her house lol so she's gonna pick me up in abit so i'll write l;ater and all bye
Xoxo

It's me!yesterday i went over margo's house and ate and i had fuun we watched tv ate chocolate then anthi came over we talked and stuff like about greece and how fun it is i miss it so much might go 2 the summer at greece:) im a bit lazy/hyper but as u see im sitting down on lol today i actualy didnt do nothing i woke up i ate peanutbutter crackers haha and then sat on the comp the ordered a calzone sat watched fear factor a great way to enjoy food huh? lol it wasn't that gross thank god lol later they had a stupid comercial of this virus and it reminded me of the movie 28 days later uggh i hate that movie !I have so many cds i dont know what to keep and what not to but my day was dull o also my parents got a store now they are doing preperation i would of went but i was sleeping i called them and they said we might open tomorrow yay! can't wait to work there! i love working with my parents im goignt to be in the front answering the phone or taking the order of the cujstomers lol thats my job but at least i like it and i get paid lol im all about the money lol j/k but i cant wait! ok i'll right again tomorrow !

XO RoSA *XO

I woke up about 1hours ago.i also didn't go to school half day and also my parents had to go to the store.I am so obseesed with kalomoira!Buffy season 7 is out i need to buy it omg!!!!!!!!!! i need to watch all the features i am so excited i've waited so long for it!tomorrows thanks giving yay we're thinking of going to margo's :)!im back to 7th grade i passed last week:) the only thing thats sucks is that i share a locker ugh!I can't wait till 6;00 charmed is going to be on thats another show i love lol. o also my aunt gianna called yesterday lol first time she ever called by herself lol. no im going to go on greek websites to download music.

XoXo rosa:)

greece won the euro cup yesterday! portugal lost! the score

was 0-1! yup we got the fricking euro cup we deserved it!

we won woooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to be in

greece so bad! we love you greece wooooooooo !!



we are the champs ya baby ! we will alway be the champs!


were the champions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi it mothersday tomorrow and our moms nameday 2 ! in a couple weeks i have 2do a project for science about clouds. angel has 2 more episodes but the new angel magazine i got joss whendon wrote and he said we r gonna have a six season but it may be for a year or less!thats all i have to say for 2day